If you suffer from depression, you may think, no one knows how you feel. I kept on doing the usual things, like going to work I did not have extra activity, crying. I had my best to avoid doing anything I did not have to I would go to bed early at night so I could cry.
After two years of suffering, I asked my husband to take me to the hospital. My day, I was dizzy and having problems with my vision. My potassium had gotten so low, that I most likely would have died if I had just stayed at home.
I was actually happy, just knowing what was wrong with me. The hopeless depression was starting to make sense. I just thought the 65 pounds Some people wonder why it took me several years to get medical help. The people I was put on was out to hang on my back or the round face. answer was apathy, I just did not care. This is also a symptom of the disease.
I have on medication Two months later I went back to work. Going back to work was a life saver. It keeps your mind busy.
It is mostly controlled by medication, but I have my days where I am unable to function because of it. My doctors have tried different medications but I keep going back to the same one that seems to work the best, but not perfect.
I have learned so much from having this disease, but one thing that surprised me so much, is the number of people I would suffer from depression.
It may seem like like life is over, but there is always hope and you are not alone. Medication is work, you might have to try some different medications to get it right, but do not give up.
